Some poor performances to be honest we are now 6th.
I myself am losing interest and passion for this. It's been this way for sometime now, I have only spoke to a couple people about my personal views on the team. Where we can go from here? Why the hell am I last to know on everything? Win the league?
First things first I am thinking about stopping during October when the season is up so someone else can just take over as manager, they will pay the start up fee, they will sort the money out, they will get the players etc. It can really do my head in when I get home from work, switch on my PC and get told "Rob so and so is not coming", it would mean;
A) Someone who doesn't any 3/4s of the team have to be bought in
B) We play with what we got
C) I have to play.
I myself don't want to play anywhere I'm not in the shape to run about like I use to in my younger years. Yes I maybe 20 but when I was 17/18 I could run and run and run when playing football on grass with mates, but on astro nah it does me in. As I noted I am losing the passion for this now, it just don't interest me like it once did, I could come in every Monday and think "Yes football come on" but now it's a drag and not what it use to be. The team is virtually split in to groups, if Nathan is reading this he will know what I'm talking about, if I want to go deeper I could say I'm more of the outsider cause my style and way I do things is different to the rest, this is not a dig at anyone at all it's just what I see.
The team doesn't have that togetherness anymore, we turn up kick about before we play. Ok I maybe the manager, maybe I am meant to talk and shout but if you know me it's not my style I'm a laid back person who will talk to you individually or just point things out.
Where can we go from this I don't know, it's not just down to me, it's down to everyone else. If you want to win something you all need to pull together and do it. Work as a team don't expect the captain to do all the work. If one goes up someone cover cause we get caught out too easy and Dave bails us out.
Why all of a sudden did I come up on here and decide to type my piece. It was time to do so I feel, I don't expect all my players to come along and read this but if they do no doubt I will be talked about behind the screens/backs.
There is no game on Monday due to Bank Holiday, I expect my team will be out getting pissed I don't mind but if you got a game the next day please do not drink. I don't want player's who still have beer in the system playing.
If you got a misses don't even talk to her before the game because that will distract you, believe me I know.
Until next time this is me the "gaffer" Rob aka "I may not be taking charge in October for a new season".
